Minggu, 14 Agustus 2016

Haggai

its not easy to understand You.
when You said “I am with you!” i have no ide. i thought You only there when i am good. and will not when i am bad.

when You said "Yet from this day on I will bless you [in the harvest of your crops]." i thought You only bless me when i am good.

when You said for "I have chosen you [as the one with whom to renew My covenant to David’s line],". i thought You only chose me when i am good.

for Your thought is deeper than the deepest ocean, higher than the heaven and wider than the earth.. You wanted all people You choose to stay with You, think of You, and belongs to You always. You will taking care all Your creations as long as we stay in You.. 

being chosen its not easy. must stay close with the Master. but will be no problem for He has prepared everything for us. and all we do is Believe in Him. 

Thank You, Jesus

xoxo
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Minggu, 31 Juli 2016

wot then?

well, its been like ages i didnt write this blog.. i hv so much in mind. want to get rid them all. not easy as i thought it wud. but, finally when the time comes it wud vanished anw.

i didnt realize i lost much time to move forward. trapped in memory mazze. when its time to end the game, the game must end. i control all games not games control me..

must moving forward to accomplish my special destiny. feeling is nothing but the truth is everything. so, i have to choose between committed to die while i live or get myself back together! i choosed second option.

since mom passed away i cant dream n rest well. not because of her all. but because i hv been stubborn wishing on things i cud not believe. this is big lesson for me!! BIG ONE!! its not easy to lose someone you love. easier if you leave one. but most important is believe with faith till its become reality!!!

rest in peace mom. i am happy knowing you with Jesus now. n with spirit God within me, i will moving on. will reach God's dreams in me and making happy moments like we (i and God) used too..

u never give up on me God. i will not giving up on You, forever... love n bff God.. 🎀